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“Love is patient; love is kind
love envies no one, it is never jealous.
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;
never selfish, not quick to take offense, it is not resentful.

Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins but delights in the truth;
it is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes.

There is nothing love cannot face;
there is no limit to its faith,
its hope, and endurance.
In a word, there are three things
that last forever: faith, hope, and love;
but the greatest of them all is love.”
~1 Corinthians 13:4-13